16 March 2009 at 11:36 pm (Wishes)
My mouse is being unfunny!!!!!!! I now have to press the hardest with all the calories burnt only at my index finger :( HATE HATE HATE this… I need to buy a new mouse ASAP and throw this one away. Now that I am thinking of a new mouse, I recall that I have wanted to get one with froggy shape loooooong time ago but didn’t get to find one, but recently I found something like that (cute shaped) but silly me I was in hurry for whatever reason I left it just like that thinking that I would come back for it again…… but thing is, now that I remember it again, but I no longer remember which shop it was… T_T
It’s not very new either, I have seen and wanted this since ages!!
If anyone knows a shop selling this, can you let me know please??????
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5 March 2009 at 1:59 am (Wishes)
FUCK FUCK FUCK. ASTAGHFIRULLAH AL AZIM
AT LEAST I FEEL BETTER NOW.
I WANT TO GO BACK TO SLEEP.
BYE.
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5 March 2009 at 1:48 am (Wishes)
IT’S ONLY BECAUSE MY LIFE IS LOUSY AND STUCK HERE RIGHT NOW THAT I CANT DO SOMETHING TO PROVE THAT I ACTUALLY HAVE ALOT MORE BRILLIANT THINGS TO DO THAN BE UPSET. BUT IT’S ABOUT TIME. JUST WAIT.
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5 March 2009 at 1:41 am (Wishes)
I WISH THOSE PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO HURT ME AND MAKE ME CRY TO BE CURSED AND DIE SUFFERING THEN GO TO HELL.
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2 September 2008 at 12:43 pm (Wishes)
I want to start Ramadan this year with highest conscience and gratitute and responsibility towards my Creator. I have been swayed into countless earthly temptation and desire much enough I am afraid my deeds will never ever be able to catch up with my sins. I know I should not wait any longer to return back to the path I have always been taught endlessly by my parents. Just a faithful hope that Ramadan bless will show its miracle to help my humble intention.
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5 August 2008 at 11:18 pm (Wishes)
A Fairy godmother has appeared to me and asked, “ilyani dear, you’ve been a good girl. I’ll fullfill your 5 urgent wishlist”.
Okay, I would like:
1) 3G phone. A slim, smart, not-too-posh, with good camera. Okay, Nokia 6120 to be specific.
2) Celcom broadband subscription.
3) Huawei broadband modem.
4) A decent boyfriend. Neat facial treatment since my convocation is coming.
5) Sony Cybershot camera. Flickr Pro account.
And Fairy godmother has granted my wish! :)))) Fairy godmother, you’re sooooooo kind! I love you! God bless you!
Anyways. This Fairy godmother has appeared to me in the form of Petronas Visa credit card! :D
Yuppie, I have got my first credit card the other day and I had just to get some stuff that I have been meaning to get since long. Well, actually I paid my cash for the broadband modem which I purchased from a LYN forum member, and the rest were just my Fairy godmother’s kind help! :) 0% interest with EzyPay Installment plan for Maybankard credit cards, excellent for poor people like me. I’ll elaborate further my new gadgets in next post. And yeh yeh I’m online via my PC with new Celcom broadband internet now! (not too fast like Streamyx but nevermind). Oh yeh and I made my first non-domestic online purchase.. which is Flickr Pro account. Now I have more than enough space to store my pictures, and Postcrossing postcards!
Ummm. It seems I’ve a little bit overspent this month. Hehe. My dear parents, don’t get heart attack just yet :) I think I’m still under control.
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20 June 2008 at 1:17 pm (Life, Wishes)
25
ilyani is 25 years old today. ilyani’s resolutions of being 25 (and onwards):
1) Be a better person in whole. Kinder. Smarter. Prettier. Bolder. Heh.
2) Be a better practising Muslim.
3) Be a better daughter to my parents. Better sister to my siblings. Better granddaughter to my grandma. Better niece to my aunts and uncles. Better friend, better housemate, better neighbor, and so on..
4) Be a good companion to everyone
5) Be an excellent career woman. Get higher salary :p
6) Organize my finance budget
6) Gain more (approppriate) circles of friends
7) Give variety and spices to my hobbies and lifestyle
8) Find a new love :) A true, everlasting and blessed love.
9) I’ll add more later..
Okay. Who was the first person to have called to wish me early early this morning? Absolutely Mama :) Thank you for giving birth to me 25 years ago and taking care of me for 25 years now! Oh and thank you to Abah too :D
I got my second birthday card yesterday. From Ado. At Backofen. I hate to admit that I liked it. I didn’t know he could write something so beautiful. Just a thoughtful side of him you have to discover. Anyways. We may be friends but I shouldn’t be too nice to him, or too close to him anymore. In times like this he surely can be the nicest.
“Ja i ilyani zajedno u vjecnosti 
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Ummm. I am happy in my own way now. Thanks anyway.
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30 April 2008 at 12:01 am (I got a job!!, Life, Wishes)
Today I’ve spent some time to sort out my finance for next month when I’ll be staying on my own somewhere in KL. So I got some bucks from my parents to save in my bank account which should be enough for one month survival, until I get my salary. Though I am not too sure if I get the first salary after one month or after the probation period (3 months). And I went to CIMB to renew the ATM card that was from BCB time, I was using the bank during my time in UIA PJ for 1.5 yars and switched to Bank Islam when I entered main campus 4 years ago. And for my job they’re using Maybank, and I have just opened the account a few weeks back. See, you have to switch to different bank at some stages in your life. Talking about stages, yes, I’m about to enter another big stage in my life. Career life, even I can’t really imagine how it’s going to be with me. Or it’s just the same when I was in high school and wondering how university life would be. That time it was almost unthinkable, so it seems now, when I’m wondering how the working life should be.
Maybe it’s still different though. When I was wondering about university life, I was still somehow aware that it should be for a certain period, and after 4/5 years it would be over (and I was so looking forward to it). Apparently I can’t think the same way now, I mean, it doesn’t make sense to see the working life as a 30 years period, and set my goal to end that period, as I did to my 4 years university life. Though yes, I’ll be working for more or less 30 years, but I am not being that forward thinking when it comes to career thing. Ugh, what am I talking about now?? Well even I am lost in my own mumblings. Forget it. Perhaps all I want to say, now time doesn’t much matter. It’s about a real life challange, it’s actually the starting point of my own life that I am supposed to take care by myself.
I am nervous. Sometimes I think I am still clueless. I don’t know if I am able to be independent. Yes I was looking forward to this moment but the closer I am to it, the more uncertain I become. What’s happening to me?
Dear God please help. You know that I always need Your help. And I really need purification of mind. It is contaminated with many things right now, which I am not supposed to be thinking about, I dont know why. Please give me strength to lead my life, to do my work and to create success. Okay, I don’t want to be distracted with uncertain love feelings with Ado anymore, if I need to be straightforward here. I fear I’ll be easily stranded when I am farther from my family and closer to him. Please make my mind and my heart firmly focused to my job. Please give me strength, Dear God. Please save me from evils and sins that keep getting in my way. Please give me ability to prove what I have promised to You and my parents. Please lead me to a true path with happiness and Your bless. I still have alot more requests, but that’s all for now.
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26 March 2008 at 2:22 am (Family, Life, Wishes)
Today I woke up at 3pm. Yup, a nice beginning of a parents-free day! You can never sleep this much when parents are around, so this is a rare chance since I have come back to stay at home. But I went out to send Ipah early in the morning and pick her around 5pm. A Parents-free day at home is very different than when you’re at hostel – where there’s no parents around as well. But at the same time, very similar too. I just realized this a little. There’s nobody to be noisy when you’re at the computer all the time. There’s nobody to call you to come and eat on time. However, now you have to prepare the meal by yourself lor. And it’s very very quiet now. Hmm. In the meantime, Mama & Abah seem to be having a good time in KL.. and oh, they’re visiting Eye on Malaysia! I did not like Eye on Malaysia when I was on it last year. Nothing too special, just a waste of money.
Hey I am praying hard that IRIS will call me soon. With a good news. Oh my, I don’t know why I am so enthusiastic I can’t wait to start a job now. I am so looking forward to begin a new chapter of my life. I want start doing something I can be proud of myself, and make me and my parents happy. I don’t want to keep wasting my time like this as if I am the most useless person in the world. I have been at top, and I have been so down, and now I want to go back at top again. God, can you hear me? Please? I promise I will work hard and make a meaningful life.
I am going to sleep now. I am hoping a nice dream :-)
And I think I’m missing my parents…
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7 February 2008 at 1:45 pm (Family, Photos, Wishes)
Juadah kenduri
Today we had a family function, for the family, close neighbors, and close friends. Just a celebration now that Ima & me have finished our studies in uni. Ima is scheduled to start teaching in Sarawak next week, hence the hajat prayers & doa selamat. As for me who’s still seeking my first job (which sometimes seems so complicated) but hopefully the luck will be with me soon by getting a nice job :) Insya Allah.
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