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Me and my procrastination

Cheese pie @ Muhibbah bakery

Cheese pie @ Muhibbah bakery

I SWEAR BY THE NAME OF CREAMY CHEESE PIE THAT I WILL FINISH CLEANING MY ROOM TONIGHT.

Sigh.

Ilyani, if you keep making empty promises then your readers will hate you.

Oh, yes, I know, okay okay.

Then go and finish it. It’s not too hard, it’s just those clothes and papers and postcards on the floor you need to put into the laundry basket and box, not on the floor, dear. Listen to your mama, she’s been repeating this for the millionth time.

Alright. I will see.

And those spiders started making their web houses in your ceiling.. can’t you see it?

Yes I do.. I will sweep them damn spider.

And mop your floor.

Yes I know that part.

And arrange the stuff on your desk.

Hmm yes yes yes I already know it lah! What la you… :P

Then if you know GO AND DO IT ALREADY LA!!!

Busy.. sort of

I dont feel like writing here lately… I don’t know why. I feel bad for previous posts which have obviously pictured me as a bad girl. Nevermind. I am bad, if you must know. I really can’t understand the fact that I really could get mad until that point I would curse someone to hell. Needless to say it was the same someone I used to give all my love to. I don’t hate anyone as much as I hate him, as much as I never love anyone as much I loved him. It’s so unfunny to realize that this love-hate relationship is still going regardless you’re already separated and never think of being together again. It’s just a matter of staying friends.. but staying friends my ass, I don’t need a friend who knows very well to hurt a friend. Regardless who did the mistake. Well, yes, my mistake indeed. For being too nice and forgiving. 

This post is disgusting, I wish I don’t have to write such rants here. I wanted to write about many nice things instead, put nice photos. I still have some batch of photos and stories I wanted to write about the Hajj trip, but I don’t seem to have a neat and pure mind for it. Same goes to the postcards blog. I have a bunch of cards I already have in my mind to put into the blog, then again they seem to be under pending work. 

On the side note, I have joined a couple of penpals blogging groups, where 5 to 6 people could write “letters” in a private blog. It’s such a great way to make new circle of friends. I am really really in need of some at the moment.

I can has cupcakes?

I love Thursdays because tomorrow is Friday. Had a good day sleep after school. Tonight I will clean my room. Tonight I will clean my room. Tonight I will clean my room. Tonight I will clean my room. Tonight I will clean my room. Tonight I will clean my room. Tonight I will clean my room. Tonight I will clean my room. Tonight I will clean my room. Tonight I will clean my room. Tonight I will clean my room. Tonight I will clean my room. Tonight I will clean my room. Tonight I will clean my room. Tonight I will clean my room. Tonight I will clean my room. Tonight I will clean my room. 

Or tomorrow. But I will make sure I will see my room in the BEAUTIFULLEST condition over the weekend.

And I will make chocolate cupcakes.

I feel like puking

When I have to face this attitude of people which I am not supposed to be surprised of actually.

Hey hey

Haha. Why am I so busy?

Many many things. I don’t know where to start.

Sent Haris to Valerie in Paris.

Haris to Paris

Haris to Paris

Scanned ALL my postcards. Hell yeah.

Counted them. LOL. 1530+ Well I counted by the Flickr sets ;)

Found a bunch of neat people to chat in forum :) I’m not that bored anymore.

Learnt to make cupcakes.

yummy..

yummy..

Baked cake.

Carrot-walnut cake

Carrot-walnut cake

Fell into argument with that person again. After the so-called neat friendship. Haih. I thought he could be a friend afterall. Well even the most wonderful men could be jerk at times. I understand his situation. But I am now too tired. I have my own problems to settle.

Applied for postgraduate studies in UKM and USM. Online first, then still have to fill up manual papers and get referees, mail them.

Hmm.. are you asking me why I want to go for masters degree?

1- I want to get a life.

2- I want to be a smart-ass. HAHA.

3- I want to get busy.

4- I want to get a new boyfriend. Smart-ass boyfriend. HAHAHA.

Though above reasons may not be useful if the lecturers ask me when I need their reference soon. Hmm I have to think a few decent reasons for this purpose.

1- I want to expand my knowledge and do more research on this field of broadband, information security and space technology.

2- I want to be more acceptable in the job market as a higher level professional.

3- I want to contribute to the university as part of the research team.

Okay. And the deadline for UKM is 16 February!! I don’t know about USM though. Not me, they did not mention it in the website. I called UKM today to ask about the confusion in the online form, only to realize myself that in KL they’re having Thaipusam holiday today. HAPPY THAIPUSAM to all of you!!! :D Hahahaha.

Hmm what else. I have continued sending postcards as usual. Haha. Mama can’t stop me now coz she knows I don’t have anything else to do.

Oh, I went to an interview for some software support position in a company here. But they want to hire permanent staff only. Meaning very long term. And working on Saturdays also. Hehe. I said I’ll call them again after I think about it. But it seems I will not again.

I have like 3 months to waste now before (hopefully) get my ass back to the university. I can’t wait.

I am considerably happy.

ilyani is applying for masters degree but..

Haih. I always always knew there can never be such thing as a perfect university online system. I have experienced a tiring of times in UIA. I shouldn’t have been surprised to see other universities’ system just as well.

1) UKM. There’s an online form, okay. But..

ukm

.. tell me clearly please? Person details. Person who? Grandmother? Ex-boyfriend? ToyVoyager? Agh.

2) USM. I have submitted a completed form once, and it gave me a serial number. However, this online application does not let you check again the things you have keyed in??? Okay nevermind I can’t edit anymore, but can’t I even see my form? Everytime I go back to the site it begins with new registration.

usm

Like, hello? I would like to register for the 5th time please? Sigh. Because, though all is ok and I have printed out the alredy-submitted form, I still am not happy when I looked at the papers and realized it missed something during the printing!

usm3

Hey, now where are the years?? I am 500% sure I have filled up EVERY field and it’s not my printer fault. The printer is new and I just bought it less than one week ago! Hm I can’t call up and ask now as it’s night and tomorrow’s weekend. Bleh.

Disaster part 2

Streamyx is down! At least in my area (?) the whole day I keep trying like hell to get connected since this morning. And tonight still cannot :( And it’s during Chinese New Year?! Or something suddenly gets wrong with my device? No I am sure it’s been all okay.. haih. This is me using Celcom broadband (borrowed..). Okay, no internet for one day doesn’t hurt much. But no internet for one day when lately you just have nothing to do but put all your life there, the world can simply end here.

Why ah I got this feeling that lately I keep writing rubbish in this blog. Whatever lah. 

Happy Chinese New Year. I hope I can find a lion dancing in the town one of these days.

Disaster!

I am the only Postcrosser in my family! Is it a good news? No! They don’t like my hobby! They’re not supportive at all! When I was living in hostel or my room in KL before, every time I came home I always had really hard time finding every potential spot of where they kept/threw/left my postcards to! My postcards were everywhere – in the living room, inside drawer (any drawer it could be!), on any table, sometimes in the kitchen too. Sigh. 

And! I was away for 1.5 months to Saudi Arabia. When I first reached home I found 2 places where my postcards were grouped in, thankfully. I thought that’s all the postcards which had arrived during my absence. BUT today – after 3 weeks(!) – somehow I found like 12 cards more inside a tiny box I didnt expect that my postcards would be kept in there! :( I just feel bad to those senders who think I have not yet received the cards or just don’t bother to notify. Gosh, and especially official cards! =_= I am sorry for not having searched them hardly.

End of rants.

Hmmm..

Thanks God today I feel blessed. After struggling for 9 days on this silly program finally I have finished my task. I am supposed to be happy :) But I have just received bad news from Ado. Which I cant write here. As much as I wish that I wouldnt ever get involved. Then again it might be the price I have to pay if I choose to be with him. And it will continue to be.

I understand that life is being unfair to him.

But how is it to me?

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