11 November 2009 at 2:17 pm (Family, Leisure, Life)
One week until my long-awaited holiday.
As updated by Mama, they’ll be coming down to Penang and pick me on Thursday. But before that, they’ll be going to KL to pick Ipah in PJ and staying there for a night. I can choose to go to KL as soon as I finish Embedded MicroP paper on Tuesday, knowing that I have so much to do in KL after so long haven’t been there – shopping for cards for example, and looking for a twin of Haris in Midvalley – since I have been missing my toy so much and he’s too busy traveling Europe and probably has forgotten me by now *sob* so… I am getting another toy-but I won’t send him as a ToyVoyager this time.. but should be the one who will keep me company wherever I go. And to be with me whenever I am alone.. just like Haris used to when he was here. OK, and I may want to meet Az, but we have agreed not to meet each other for now.. coz we want it to be more surprising later.. hmm it does make sense for the time being, but I am not sure after a few months. Anyway, not that I’m in hurry. And back to holiday plan, well yeah, it’s going to be cuti-cuti Malaysia this time, we’ll be in Penang and maybe Bukit Tambun for a few days, so funny now coz I’ve been claiming I am in Penang since 5 months ago but only after end of one semester, I finally manage to see and visit Penang properly. So kesian. I am looking forward to see Bukit Bendera and send out some postcards from Penang to everyone. And most importantly….. I’M MISSING HOME!!!!!! And my bed.. and my mails.. T___T I can’t remember if I had ever been away from home this long.. almost 2 months.. hmm.. do I count correct?.. coz it feels like 2 years…
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10 November 2009 at 7:07 pm (Life, Love)
Disclaimer: This post contains unextreme cheesy statements of an excited girl who’s been crazily in love lately. Please bear with her.
As much as I see myself a boring girl living a boring life, sometimes I do realize that at some points of this so-called life of mine, things do get really extraordinary. And I mean extraordinary. And I do realize, that it does not happen to average normal people everyday, like when one day I was down with tears, and the next day I suddenly found my savior whom I’d call love, right from my blog. My blog. This blog. Who would have thought, this dull blog with all the craps I have to whine about every day, would unexpectedly trap an amazing guy doing a Google search somewhere, in such a funny way now all the coincidence turned out to look like as if they’re meant to be destiny. What could make a blogger prouder than to find her love right from her very own webspace? :) I tell you, it’s extraordinary. Az has changed my life ever since. Despite we haven’t met in real life, the feelings have been the most real and certain I have ever had inside me. It’s perfect. Blessful. Motivating. Moving. And I don’t want it to end. I don’t want to lose him. Rest assured.
To my dear readers, friends or silent followers, or you’re just passing by here just like most people are,
I have to announce here proudly.
That my heart is officially taken :)
Please pray for us.
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8 November 2009 at 3:47 am (Love)
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5 November 2009 at 12:07 am (Love, School)
- Analog exam… *sob* :(( I dont know if I should be happy now that it’s gone.. but it still keeps haunting me, the fact that I – despite having studied the hardest in this century – couldn’t actually do the exam very well. WHYYYYY? Maybe Electronics isn’t my talent afterall…
- Have to study DIP & DSP both for next paper @_@
- OK at least I have something to be happy about lately.. or, should I say, someone? *wink wink* Uhm, I dont know if it’s too early to write this here, or rather, if I ever need to write this at all in this blog at this time, but really, I have found a new friend, in a magical way, and I could say he’s very special, decent and respectable, and really, I said magical coz it sure IS. You won’t believe it. I am very thankful to God for having brought him to me at the moment I needed someone the most, at least to knock some sense on me that this life is too short to be sad about. So yeah, I am 360 degree happy. Now. And I wish I will always be happy like this. And to that person (you know who you are), if you ever read this, all I want to say is,
thank you.
For being part of this miracle.
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25 October 2009 at 11:09 pm (Life)
You find bad guys.
But you are not for them.
You find good guys.
But they are not for you.
You start to think.
What kind of guys are actually left for you?
Maybe none.
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20 October 2009 at 8:58 pm (Life)
I don’t need happy pills.
I just keep my faith in Allah, and he does listen to me.
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11 October 2009 at 5:48 pm (Life)
Dearest ilyani,
For the love of God, please stop crying.
Your dearest self,
ilyani xx
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27 September 2009 at 5:27 pm (Life)
Yes.
And nothing much to write.
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27 August 2009 at 11:53 pm (Life, USM)
Pardon me dear Ramadan for not writing earlier to welcome you. But you have come anyway..
Not that I’ve been out of mind wasting my time to be unhappy since last post, everything is actually fine, but I don’t find a good mood to blog from this hostel room, as much as I don’t find a good mood to write letters and postcards from here. Hence a huge pile of unanswered letters I am scared to check that pink box containing all the stuff I’m meant to take care of, hopefully sometimes, in order to continue my hobby that has been kept aside since a while.
Ramadan 2008, when I was smiling all times.
A new Ramadan style for me this year, but I seem to be someone who’s not tired of new things to come and change. Unlike in UIA, there’s no Ramadan bazaar inside USM campus or anywhere nearby :(( Well there’s one in the town but it’s too far to reach by bicycle, and it’s been raining heavy lately, so I can’t complain much about food availability, let alone variety. So sad….
Just be thankful of whatever I can have. And the roommates frequently go to have iftar at the campus mosque, which I join too, once in a while. And I’m craving to cook.. now that I no longer have the facilities to do so. Thankfully I’ve got a rice cooker which has morphed into multipurpose cooking machine lately, so sometimes I can still have my own buttered fried eggs and macaroni with instant sauce sometimes :))
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17 August 2009 at 8:43 pm (Life)
I hate the fact that I live with roommates.
It’s just so inconvenient when I need to cry.
:(
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