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1- It’s quite convenient to number the paragraphs now it seems.

2- I have been so down for some sappy reason, which I must get over it soon hopefully I’ll find a way. I mean, it’s so stupid finding myself with tears whenever I go to bed.. I can’t stop my mind from wandering somewhere it shouldn’t.. during the minutes before I really fall asleep. And I would cry. And it hurts physically as wel.. in my chest. Sometimes it can go for hours and I can’t sleep. It sucks. Therefore I hate bedtime lately. I rather stay up for thousands hours on the computer and only go doze off when I am at the extent of maximum sleepiness. So no time for unnecessary thoughts before sleep anymore.

3- I have to buy a laptop before end of this month, I am already sure from which shop I’ll get it, and the price, the brand, the spec, but the only thing now those sets have been sold out -______- so I’m waiting for them to come out with yet a new model.

4- Diss the postcards blog, the more I have been trying to update lately, the less inspiration I seem to have. I still wanted to put 1000 more cards there, but now it would already be great if I manage 100 by end of this month. Though I can only promise 10 to be honest. Yikes.

5- I have to do the course registration on Monday. I have to admit I am so uncertain coz this is the first time I’m doing things like this alone.. I had some friends with me when we were entering UM before, also UIA PJ, also UIA main campus. But now I have to depend completely on my own. Hmm.

6- And I still am clueless about the acommodation a.k.a the place I am gonna live for at least one year..

7- I will not buy Midlife.. it’s so pointless coz I already have ALL songs from the album, despite I only bought 3 Blur albums before and the rest were downloaded :P Still, what’s with this A Beginner’s Guide to Blur album??

8- I love it when people write so inspiring messages in letters… which I myself I cannot come up with such. It instantly makes me feel 1000 times better, more positive, comfort and motivated again…… I feel so thankful to penpalship coz my friends far far away seem to understand me much better than people near me here. Ironic, but still. Oh yeah, I just got the most awaited letter the other day, hence this sentimental thoughts :)

9- OK I’m now trying to go sleep peacefully, baby.