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Early morning.

Just had breakfast. Nasi lemak.

Drinking Turkish Apple Tea.

So.. not really an update, but I have to write something here anyway. It’s so tragic to know the only thing updated nowadays is my postcards collection.. and nothing else really, so whether you like it or not, I’ve only been working on the postcards blog 1000 times more than here.. meaning, Postcrossing-wise, I am alive and kicking. But here in my real life, I am nothing… well, unmotivated, liveless, unprogressing, boring, bored.. though whatever adjective can’t picture the reality I am living now. For sure, it isn’t too exciting. I feel lousy even to type this post to describe my so called life.

I have picked up writing letters with Postcrossers and some new pals, I don’t know why but at the moment I just need to get to know and talk to as many people as I can, I haven’t been writing for ages, well.. these years I still had Nada and Sonia and.. well, that’s all. And recently Matina in Greece – whom I wrote letters 10 years ago, found me back on Facebook, and that made me realize how I missed all this letters exchange from old school days.. and the same way I found Claire in France, another pal during those ancient time. It was a really exciting reunion and “How have you been doing these YEARS??” kind of messages, and she asked me if I already had a husband and children.. haha. Not funny. And I started writing with people on the forum.. many of them now! It’s really exciting to start this long-forgotten craze again.. I missed LETTERS!! And by adopting letter writing, I have come to send less postcards. Well, okay, not really. I still just had over 20 postcards in the mail the other day.

I don’t like to talk about the Postgrad studies yet. Not until I know where on earth I’ll be placed by God next.. I am MORE than tired to think about future anymore, let alone plan. So don’t ask me, those kind of questions, why are you going back to uni, and what are you going to do after graduation, blablabla… all those planned things are bullshit. At least to me, okay. Give me a chance to look at it myself first, then I’ll let you know. I have called UKM, they’re processing the applications in May, so I may get an answer in a few weeks. I haven’t called USM though, but unlike UKM, I already got their reply card so at least I know they’re processing as well.. hmm. But according to the academic calendar, the current semester ends in July.

Hmm what else. There’s this young lady named Fynn Jamal – she calls herself a poet. I have been following her writing since months but only came across her videos the other day.. GOSH what have I been doing??? I can’t recall the last time I loved a local tune which made me listening many times repeatedly, since Butterfingers – but it’s like 6 years back already. And I am now overwhelmingly in LOVE with Fynn Jamal!! She is really someone to be appreciated for her art, I should have known her much much earlier, gone to watch her performance, etc.. but I am sorry, I can’t remember what kind of sappy life I was living for past few years. And I have learned that she was studying in UIA as well. Finally it’s great to know there’s really someone from UIA who knows how to rock! :) There’s a performance called Hari Bintang Jatuh end of this month which I’m absolutely going if I were in KL. But I am not in KL, then again it’s not too impossible to make a trip for something really awesome. But I have to get someone to buy a ticket for me next week, coz they’ll be selling at one place, one day only. And which someone to ask… hmm..

And my last note for today, I am quite impressed to know some people whom I least expect to care about what the hell is going with me, really do. It’s really sweet. And it’s funny, too :) HAHAHAHAHAHA.

End of multi-topics update for today.. hmm.. it’s still not really an update I think…