Saying goodbye to Ramadan, see you next year :-)

^ Ramadan 1999 @ Makkah & Medinah, Saudi A.
30 September 2008 at 11:28 pm (Family, Memories, Photos)
Saying goodbye to Ramadan, see you next year :-)

^ Ramadan 1999 @ Makkah & Medinah, Saudi A.
24 September 2008 at 6:44 pm (Around me, Life)
I am fine, but things around me are not. The country has been the worst. Crimes, injustice, hypocricy, power abuse, stupidity, racism, just to name a few. I am sad.
At least I happen to have someone who keeps me happy lately. Though somehow I tend to have this unwelcome idea that the happiness has just to end sooner or later. He hates it. I dont mind. In fact, I wish something to happen to end it for me, coz I am not able to do it myself. Like, the immigration to disapprove his visa renewal or something. I sound cruel, but nevermind. By the way, he got accident last Friday, and it was quite bad, I am glad I could come to him. And see myself busy taking care of sick people I rarely do. 2 years ago, I used to wish we could be this firm, but it’s funny now I find it scary that we love each other more when days passing. And I mean scary.
I am going home for Hari Raya this Friday.
16 September 2008 at 6:13 am (Around me)

Happy Malaysia Day :)
*looks around* Nothing’s gonna happen today, eh? [The Star's update]
Happening 16 Sept or later it doesn’t matter anymore. Everyone’s faithfully waiting for a new Malaysia we can really be proud of.
God bless Malaysia.
14 September 2008 at 1:20 pm (Around me)
I have been living in KL since 2002 and every year it’s always been annual problem to get a bus/train ticket to go back to Kelantan during Hari Raya. They’re always sold out just less in a day they start being sold. You blink and you miss it. Sigh, and every year on this festive season I ended up either tumpang my aunty’s car or opt for UIA students chartered bus service – which is our saviour, and they usually found a few buses to ship these Kelantanese students to go home eventually. See, at least 5 buses of Kelantanese in UIA alone. Can you imagine how many of us and Kelantanese descendants living in whole KL and Selangor and everyone MUST go back hometown to celebrate Hari Raya? It’s scary even to think that.
Now all buses/trains tickets are sold out, and AirAsia tickets were sold ridiculously expensive for those particular dates when I checked a few weeks ago, and I guess they’re all sold out by now. I don’t feel like going for illegal additional buses (which they use school and workers buses a.k.a. your nightmare of going home).
So I guess I’ll tumpang my aunty’s car this year lah.
13 September 2008 at 12:12 am (Around me)
Now that I’m home and free, I just don’t have excuse to not go for Tarawih prayers. At first we went to this mosque at Tanjung Chat but it was suddenly all dark in that area heading the town. Blackout meh. So we patah balik to one of regular places which is Masjid Uda Murni. This mosque is just another local mosque but I just love Tarawih there. The imam’s recitation reminds me of one of the imams from Masjidil Haram in Makkah :)
12 September 2008 at 4:44 pm (Postcrossing, Work)
I’ve been waiting for enough free time to do this thing. In case you didn’t know, I was teaching for one week in my mum’s school sometime in February this year and have successfully introduced my students to Postcrossing. It’s been like 7 months now so I guess it’s time for me to track down my students to see if they still keep on Postcrossing after I left the school or otherwise.
By the way, some of them (whom I can tell are active) have been emailing me several times to say hello and ask for free postcards :D Hehe. Cute students, aren’t they? And though I am busy I once had time to send some envelopes for the first bacth who requested. And now there laying a few envelopes to be mailed I don’t know when. Sigh, a busy teacher, I am.
Okay, now that Postcrossing has got the option to search user by region again therefore it helps me alot to track down my students. Let’s see in Kelantan, people who registered 7 months ago (203 and 204 days ago to be exact) were most probably my students. Let’s assume here all users registered in these particular days, 14 years old (or unless mentioned other ages), are my students. So I found 42 records, listed as in table below.

Hmmm, hmmmmm, and hmmmmmmm.
Though I am impressed that a few students have really inherited my craze on Postcrossing with their more than 15 cards sent/received, I am not really happy to know that apparently quite many of them left this activity by the very day they registered. Not much interested? Maybe. In fact, I kind of see these Postcrossing students into several practicing groups:
1) Students who are still active (based on last seen date) and keep sending postcards whenever they have chance to do so, and they do receive and register postcards.
2) Students who still log in regularly but only sent one or two postcards probably from the register day when I gave them free cards to send. And receive equally few cards. This group perhaps don’t know where to buy postcards again afterwards and to mail them themselves. Or do they really think they’ll still be receiving postcards even they stop sending??
3) Students who sent one or two cards that I gave them, they understand the responsibility to register a postcard. Therefore they did receive one or two postcards in return, registered them, but never seemed to log in again since.
4) Students who registered that day, sent one or two postcards that I gave them, but it seems it was also the last day they ever logged in the website :( They probably received one or two cards but don’t register them. Haih. I knew this case had chance to happen, but still..
5) Students who registered that day, but they already told me they didn’t want to send cards (not much interested, maybe) and some were put in inactive mode. They didn’t send any postcards so I guess they don’t receive postcard too. At least nobody’s postcards left unregistered in this case.
6) Or some in group (4) may also be those who sent one postcard but it got lost and never registered (?).
7) And!! This one is happy news finally. I was chatting with one student a few weeks ago, and she said she’s got 4 accounts and active!! LOL. This is way more advanced than the teacher herself. Maybe I should introduce them to the forum.
11 September 2008 at 11:22 am (Work)
Last night I received an sms from Hometuitionbest.com, saying there’s a Form 2 student in Bukit Jalil needing a BM tutor, 2hrs/week @ RM30/hr. Though I haven’t got much intention in seeing myself as a tutor, I somehow registered on the website some time last month, perhaps during my hard time realizing that I need extra money to catch up with my monthly spending budget. I mean, sacrificing a couple of hours over the weekend to get RM60 doesn’t that hurt right? So there, I registered as a home tutor, though I don’t know how it’s gonna be like, then again I have watched this Korean movie My Tutor Friend at least 3 times *lol* so I guess I could get a little idea from that :)
But. Me teaching BM? It’s not funny at all. You see, even during my school days I didn’t pay attention learning BM. Not that I hated it, but I didnt sense BM as a school subject. I mean, we speak Malay everyday, whatever accent and dialect it is (regardless it’s mostly using informal terms and structure and everything) and this BM secondary school subject is giving the students hard time digesting the formal Malay language which you hardly use in real life. Yes it’s sadly inapproppriate but it’s been like that as far as I can remember.
Never mind that. Now someone needs me to help them in BM subject. Can I really do that? I dont think I have the talent. Aiyoh, PMR level only lah. I got 9A’s in my PMR what. Maybe in BM if I am not mistaken, only understanding articles, some grammars, and essays. Hmm but the uncertaintly is still there.
- what if I get a really difficult student who never seems to undertand what I’ll be teaching?
- and the parents will blame me as bad tutor who waste their money?
- what if the student find me boring?
- will I get bullied by my student?
- why BM? I thought I also applied for Maths, Physics,. it’d be muchy easier.
- what if I get bored and cannot continue after a while?
I was teaching one week in secondary school before, but this is not gonna be same. This is home tution. Meaning: go to the student’s house to teach them privately. Will it be safe? But thinking that family who pays private tutor for children should be (at least) not a problematic family, so hopefully there’s no problem with it.
Anyways. I’ll think about that tomorrow when I’m home and maybe try to dig out my old school books and if it looks promising I’ll call back the in charged person to confirm.

10 September 2008 at 12:32 pm (Family, Work)
It’s lunch hour. Which lately it only seems to be rest hour instead of lunch. Apparently it’s best during Ramadan to get busier as you can forget that you’re hungry whatsoever. Oh yeah it really worked since the beginning until today I find myself free from task. What to do? Yeah read forums and news and comics.. but oh I am still bored. How I wish my apartment is just behind TPM so that I can go back having good day sleep during this break :P But I more wish the clock goes faster to hit 5pm so I can go back already.
I’m going home tomorrow. Can’t wait for it :) There’s been alot of things going on since convocation and the car and Ado and fasting month and work in between, all I really need to have a good rest at home with my parents. Ipah & Ti already went back early of this month. So now yup, me and Mama & Abah only for this weekend! Mom’s cook for breaking fast, how haevenly does it sound? :)
8 September 2008 at 4:43 pm (Whatever, Work)
Thanks God today I feel blessed. After struggling for 9 days on this silly program finally I have finished my task. I am supposed to be happy :) But I have just received bad news from Ado. Which I cant write here. As much as I wish that I wouldnt ever get involved. Then again it might be the price I have to pay if I choose to be with him. And it will continue to be.
I understand that life is being unfair to him.
But how is it to me?