I woke up early this morning, reached office early. Strange though coz it’s been ages I didnt become early bird. And it seems being early today was a bad sign. One of the tyre got flat on the way here and I only realized when a colleague pointed when I was just done with the parking.
OMG! It’s REAL flat, pancit, no air at all! Terrified, and I knew I couldn’t do anything about it. It never happened before ever since the Kelisa has been with me. Or actually, it happened once last year when I was in UIA, but it wasn’t THIS flat. And what did I do last time on this emergency moment?
1) call Ado. Coz he’s got to help. And he was near me.
2) call Abah. To inform. Though he couldnt do anything from faraway. It’s officially his car afterall.
3) call Mama. To inform as well. Coz in the morning she’s at school and not with Abah.
And Ado came, sent me to class, gone to do something with the tyre, and got back with all-ok condition. Perfectly convenient. Conveniently perfect.
Back to current scenario. What did I do this morning after I found out the flat tyre?
1) called Abah.
2) called Mama. But couldnt get through. She sms later that she’s in assembly and couldnt answer phone.
Okay. I cannot call Ado this time :( Though he’s not that near to me anymore, I guess he’d probably come over to do it for me. He’s probably free this morning if there’s no class. Only need to sacrifice his sleep time.
But I cannot call him. I dont want to. Well yeah, not because I refused to help him regarding the moving so I dont deserve to ask help from him back. It’s because I simply dont want to meet him anymore. Yeah it feels weird too if I still ask him help though he’s always ready to help especially with the car.
I feel useless. I should have learned how to change flat tyre. I didnt even know if there’s a spare tyre available. (So that’s why I had to call Abah to ask). Anyways. I just left the car at the parking for now, came to office, pretend that it’s not a big problem. Yet. I told my colleague Nik about it and asked if he knew any pomen can come for repair. He said he maybe could help after work.
Happy sigh.
Let’s rewind a bit to yesterday. You know I can’t be that mean like how mean people are to me. I somehow was feeling bad that I refuse to help Ado to move house. I mean, he wants US to drive his stuff to new house, do the cleaning, arrange stuff, like last time. WTH? There’s no such thing as “us” anymore! So at least I tried to check if things are ok at his side, if he’s already found new house, when to move, etc. OMG, ilyani, why do you still care??? Anyways. I am not trying to be nice to him, but at the same time I don’t want him to think I am cruel for not helping, and he’ll forget all the nice things and help I have done to him before!
So I suggested a better alternative, for him to rent a van with a driver. I even googled up and found this guy who does the service, called him and asked, and passed his number to Ado. I hope that helps. And that’s all I can help from afar. Though he says he doesnt prefer someone else to drive his stuff for him (privacy, time consuming, budget, etc..) GOSH he’s talking like he’s got many alternatives (and I am one of them!). You wish! I am no longer available!
As for my flat tyre now, oh hopefully my colleague can really help me. Otherwise I’ll just ask the security people, or one of these gentlemen in IRIS. There are plenty of them actually, so I don’t need Ado.






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