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First of all, Happy birthday to Abah. I don’t know they are celebrating it today (everyone minus me!) or have already celebrated earlier, coz the other day Mama told they were having dinner something Japanese outside.

And I got my FIRST SALARY!! Whee! Which is almost gone already HAHA. So many things to buy, yet my first pay wasn’t actually a big money as I started on 5th so they deducted 4 days for this month (WTH??). Anyways. I bought a TV, though I hardly a TV fan, so it seems strange. I just thought I could make some noise in the small room at night or over the weekends rather than sleeping. Plus I want to use the electricity to the fullest, as my housemate is charging me equally as them who have always had a TV in their room. So yeah. Though it was a bit hard to choose among very limited 14 inch TVs these days as people are now producing wall-sized plasma TVs everywhere. By the way, I bought a cheap Haier (is it Chinese brand?) at Giant Bandar Kinrara.

And I feel responsible to give some of my first bucks to my parents, given that they spent alot for my preparation to start the job, the move, the interviews etc. And my sisters wanted me to pay my quarter of the internet bills I had left before. Sheesh.

And uhmmm.. I am so scared to announce it here.

I have been back with Ado.

Don’t ask me why.

Coz I have no clue myself.

But I just thought I couldn’t get angry any further and started to miss him. And he missed me. Maybe I’m just too forgiving. Maybe I feel sorry for me and him. Maybe I just practically have nobody here except him as a real friend. Or perhaps it’s really so hard to leave the first guy you ever love.

I’d better not make any emotional statement next time. I can’t trust my own words. God will punish me.

Hmm. This love story now is getting boring, you see?

Happy sigh.