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It’s one week to go before we start the final exam. Lately the weeks have been such a rush, and killing me. I didn’t expect studying a higher level could be this stressed. I didn’t expect it could be this difficult too. I, who hardly had much problems studying in peace and ease and enjoyment ever since I was little to the undergrad time, finally had to accept the fact that learning isn’t a piece of cake to me anymore. Anyway, I’ve survived. Not the exams yet, but the weeks full of projects, presentations, assignments, tests.. T__________T and I have to say learning Advanced Analog makes me cry. Even more, the tests. And it kept me questioning myself repeatedly “why the h did I choose to study this crappy Electronics??” It’s waaaay beyond my knowledge and ability to understand. Though I knew the answer anyway. It would have been much helpful if I went back to UIA and continue doing Computers instead. Hmmph. Okay so we’ve just started the study week now, but these 1.5 days I have done nothing but sleep alot as if I wasn’t having enough sleep for last few weeks, as well as watch movies. Afterall one of good things about coming to USM is there are some nice buddies sharing alot of latest DVD-ripped movie downloads on the campus server. You name the movie, they have it. And downloading is SUPERfast.